No matter how hard it is..
I will try so hard to move on.
I wont fall into you anymore. I'm strong! I am.
i meant my leaving.
:)
Thursday, 31 January 2013
1/2/2013
Dear you..
Helo February..
February is not a really good start for me. Malam tadi demam soo mula lah bertampal salonplas di kepala di bahu di belakang then baru dapat lena tidur.
Lia woke me up around 8.30 i guess. Sebab tengah mamai2 then jawab dia pin macam nak taknak. Sebab plan mula2 nak pergi bank Islam. So saying no kat lia sbb malas nak angkat.
Tarik selimut, sambung tidur balik. Bangun2 pun jam masih awal. Lia baru lepas mandi and i was like kejap kot i tidur tadi. Hahaaha.
Bergurau senda dipagi hari dengan Lia then dia turun class around 9.40. Badan masih sejuk gilaa so malas nak mandi. Kemas bilik berharap peluh kelua, tapi malangnya masih terasa sejuk. Hmmph.
So, terfikir jugak, kalau x ambil slip bank Islam harini, bila lagi nak ambil. Weekends bank x bukak. So plan nak kemas around 11.
Whatsapped aunty kalau2 dia boleh tlg. Yes! Printed! But then datang satu lagi problem. Mcm mana nak pass to me? Dia kat sibu i kat kuching.
Blank.
So terfikir nak mintak tolong dia fax. I text Srull tanya kalau2 dia ada pergi Library n tanya ttg service fax.
Okay ada!
Settle!!!
Tapi dia reply lagi, org jaga fax tu kelua.
Another problem in!
Nak taknak i kena kelua pergi d.i pergi Bank Islam.
Tengah seronok cuddlig with the bed, tiba2 blackout!!!!
Satu lagi masalah!!! Dayummmnnn. Nak mandi takut! Toilet pun gelap kot! Blackout lagiii.
I dengar org jerit2 kat lua. Besar! (Jack) ohh! Dia nak ke tandas, so dengan kesulitan yg dihadapi i need her to teman me mandi.
I mandi lagi cepat dr Besar kot! Hahahhaa cava was there too! Siap main dengan Torchlight. Actually tandas xla gelap mana. Ada lagi cahaya matahari menyinari tandas. I je mengada w imiginasi yg melampau terlampau! Hiks! Effect cerita ju-on! K nuff!!! Stop! Malam ni test drive tidur sorang sebab roomate semua balik rumah hikhikhikkkkkkk! Evil laugh! Lol!
Dengan berbekalkan kekuatan yg ada So i jalan pergi d.i sorang2. Walaupun demam,i redah jugak! Ceyyyy!Settle pasal bank, terjumpa dgn Afza n suzanne yg kebetulan nak pergi makan. Ok. I joined them sekali.
Habis makan around 1 they planned mak pergi Yunaco beli barang. So i x ikut sbb takut lambat. Physics at 2.
Balik2 bilik jam pukul 1.20. Rest kejap, then turun class around 1.40.
Sampai lab, Aqila said sir will be late. Sir masuk pun tak la lambat sgt kan. So around 2.05.
Ambil past year test paper for exercise and dia suruh sign attendance. Then balik. Sebab sir ada workshop to be attend. Okayyy!!!!!
Memang terbaik! Thats why its hard for me to hate physics! Haha.
Finally terkeluarlah peluh akibat kepanasan keletihan dan ke ke ke ke ke ke! Watever!
So nothing to do. Rasa nya nak beradu.
Baiklahhhh. Babai!
Assalamualaikum
_Ai xx
Helo February..
February is not a really good start for me. Malam tadi demam soo mula lah bertampal salonplas di kepala di bahu di belakang then baru dapat lena tidur.
Lia woke me up around 8.30 i guess. Sebab tengah mamai2 then jawab dia pin macam nak taknak. Sebab plan mula2 nak pergi bank Islam. So saying no kat lia sbb malas nak angkat.
Tarik selimut, sambung tidur balik. Bangun2 pun jam masih awal. Lia baru lepas mandi and i was like kejap kot i tidur tadi. Hahaaha.
Bergurau senda dipagi hari dengan Lia then dia turun class around 9.40. Badan masih sejuk gilaa so malas nak mandi. Kemas bilik berharap peluh kelua, tapi malangnya masih terasa sejuk. Hmmph.
So, terfikir jugak, kalau x ambil slip bank Islam harini, bila lagi nak ambil. Weekends bank x bukak. So plan nak kemas around 11.
Whatsapped aunty kalau2 dia boleh tlg. Yes! Printed! But then datang satu lagi problem. Mcm mana nak pass to me? Dia kat sibu i kat kuching.
Blank.
So terfikir nak mintak tolong dia fax. I text Srull tanya kalau2 dia ada pergi Library n tanya ttg service fax.
Okay ada!
Settle!!!
Tapi dia reply lagi, org jaga fax tu kelua.
Another problem in!
Nak taknak i kena kelua pergi d.i pergi Bank Islam.
Tengah seronok cuddlig with the bed, tiba2 blackout!!!!
Satu lagi masalah!!! Dayummmnnn. Nak mandi takut! Toilet pun gelap kot! Blackout lagiii.
I dengar org jerit2 kat lua. Besar! (Jack) ohh! Dia nak ke tandas, so dengan kesulitan yg dihadapi i need her to teman me mandi.
I mandi lagi cepat dr Besar kot! Hahahhaa cava was there too! Siap main dengan Torchlight. Actually tandas xla gelap mana. Ada lagi cahaya matahari menyinari tandas. I je mengada w imiginasi yg melampau terlampau! Hiks! Effect cerita ju-on! K nuff!!! Stop! Malam ni test drive tidur sorang sebab roomate semua balik rumah hikhikhikkkkkkk! Evil laugh! Lol!
Dengan berbekalkan kekuatan yg ada So i jalan pergi d.i sorang2. Walaupun demam,i redah jugak! Ceyyyy!Settle pasal bank, terjumpa dgn Afza n suzanne yg kebetulan nak pergi makan. Ok. I joined them sekali.
Habis makan around 1 they planned mak pergi Yunaco beli barang. So i x ikut sbb takut lambat. Physics at 2.
Balik2 bilik jam pukul 1.20. Rest kejap, then turun class around 1.40.
Sampai lab, Aqila said sir will be late. Sir masuk pun tak la lambat sgt kan. So around 2.05.
Ambil past year test paper for exercise and dia suruh sign attendance. Then balik. Sebab sir ada workshop to be attend. Okayyy!!!!!
Memang terbaik! Thats why its hard for me to hate physics! Haha.
Finally terkeluarlah peluh akibat kepanasan keletihan dan ke ke ke ke ke ke! Watever!
So nothing to do. Rasa nya nak beradu.
Baiklahhhh. Babai!
Assalamualaikum
_Ai xx
31/1/13 pt.2
Dear you..
I baru balik dari night class.
Maths! Lol
I can swear i am too tired and i've no idea apa yg miss aja kat depan. Luckily benda yg miss aja, kitorang pernah belajar before ni..
Class sejam setengah and i was like 'sikit2 tengok jam'. 9.30 habis class i was rushing back to the hostel.
Tengah2 laju jalan balik i terfikir , tak ada apa pun tunggu i kat bilik melainkan buku dan katil untuk dimanja.
Life is different now. I'll try to move on. I'm still young. Long way to go. Enjoy life.
_Ai xx
I baru balik dari night class.
Maths! Lol
I can swear i am too tired and i've no idea apa yg miss aja kat depan. Luckily benda yg miss aja, kitorang pernah belajar before ni..
Class sejam setengah and i was like 'sikit2 tengok jam'. 9.30 habis class i was rushing back to the hostel.
Tengah2 laju jalan balik i terfikir , tak ada apa pun tunggu i kat bilik melainkan buku dan katil untuk dimanja.
Life is different now. I'll try to move on. I'm still young. Long way to go. Enjoy life.
_Ai xx
Wednesday, 30 January 2013
31/1/2013
Dear you...
Good morning! Looking out the window, its cloudy . Class at 10 kat blok m oh ok. Turun pukul 9.35 lah.
Bel class. 3 jam! 3 jam!!!!!! ;( zzzzzzzz
So, i was thinking of letting you go. Hmm to be specific, i'm the one who'll leave.
I cannot be the best. I'm tired of trying to be one yet, FAILED!
Lifeless
Nahh. Now focus on to be white coated lady.
Ignore everything around u. Just do ur best n pruf to everyone 'orang slow pun boleh weyy' hiks :)
Slow? Oh did i forget to mention it before?
I am slow learner. :) sometimes i'm proud to be one . sebab after class bila i sorang2 tinggal so miss or madam or sir boleh focus kat kitew jewwww hiks!
Thats all for now.
Breakfast, get ready, class.
Toodles!
_Ai xx
Good morning! Looking out the window, its cloudy . Class at 10 kat blok m oh ok. Turun pukul 9.35 lah.
Bel class. 3 jam! 3 jam!!!!!! ;( zzzzzzzz
So, i was thinking of letting you go. Hmm to be specific, i'm the one who'll leave.
I cannot be the best. I'm tired of trying to be one yet, FAILED!
Lifeless
Nahh. Now focus on to be white coated lady.
Ignore everything around u. Just do ur best n pruf to everyone 'orang slow pun boleh weyy' hiks :)
Slow? Oh did i forget to mention it before?
I am slow learner. :) sometimes i'm proud to be one . sebab after class bila i sorang2 tinggal so miss or madam or sir boleh focus kat kitew jewwww hiks!
Thats all for now.
Breakfast, get ready, class.
Toodles!
_Ai xx
Tmr?
Dear you..
Bel at 10 tomorrow so chilllllll.
I'm now having physics as my bed time story! Lulz
_Ai xx
Bel at 10 tomorrow so chilllllll.
I'm now having physics as my bed time story! Lulz
_Ai xx
Tuesday, 29 January 2013
30/1/13
Dear you...
I woke up at 3.30 just to woke Q up for his final. And went back to bed after no reply from him.
Woke up at 6.30, he did sent me sweets text which really a good start for wednesday haha.
I was smiling everywhere. Love is in the air and i'm deeply in love with him.
Bila kita inlove, setiap apa yg kita buat mesti indah. Ceyyyy.
So i learnt a lot in maths class today. And i'm sooooo into everything i did just now.
Until....
After class i called him.
He was like shouting,but actually he was not. He can't hear me.
I was sulking.
And it leads me to go on twitter and i saw his 'friend' profile. Okay. They're still hanging out?
Like really? I called him. He scolded me. Like i just want to know the truth. Is it wrong for me? Is it fair enough for me????!
I went down buying reload. Idk. If you nak kawan,kawan je lah. Apa masalahnya. Just jujur je kot dengan i. Takyau nak tipu kanan tipu kiri nanti dah kawen u still nak buat camni kat i? I tak sanggup !
Okay positive. Kawan je pun kan. So his friend was telling me she was hang out with oddy n wan where Q kat rumah je tido. Accepted much?
Okay nuff. I'm tired.
Chemistry quiz after this. Semua ni distract much!
I love you,Q. But is it fair to me to go through all this alone? Okay. I'll be fine.
Positive.
Positive.
Positive.
_Ai xx
I woke up at 3.30 just to woke Q up for his final. And went back to bed after no reply from him.
Woke up at 6.30, he did sent me sweets text which really a good start for wednesday haha.
I was smiling everywhere. Love is in the air and i'm deeply in love with him.
Bila kita inlove, setiap apa yg kita buat mesti indah. Ceyyyy.
So i learnt a lot in maths class today. And i'm sooooo into everything i did just now.
Until....
After class i called him.
He was like shouting,but actually he was not. He can't hear me.
I was sulking.
And it leads me to go on twitter and i saw his 'friend' profile. Okay. They're still hanging out?
Like really? I called him. He scolded me. Like i just want to know the truth. Is it wrong for me? Is it fair enough for me????!
I went down buying reload. Idk. If you nak kawan,kawan je lah. Apa masalahnya. Just jujur je kot dengan i. Takyau nak tipu kanan tipu kiri nanti dah kawen u still nak buat camni kat i? I tak sanggup !
Okay positive. Kawan je pun kan. So his friend was telling me she was hang out with oddy n wan where Q kat rumah je tido. Accepted much?
Okay nuff. I'm tired.
Chemistry quiz after this. Semua ni distract much!
I love you,Q. But is it fair to me to go through all this alone? Okay. I'll be fine.
Positive.
Positive.
Positive.
_Ai xx
:)
Andai aku adalah tulang rusukmu yang telah hilang
Aku berharap
Jika nanti Allah mempertemukan kita
Kau akan selalu membimbingku
Agar aku menjadi wanita yang solehah
Yang nantinya akan menjadi bidadarimu di syurga
Kerana aku ingin kita akan disatukan di dunia dan akhirat
Andai kau ditakdirkan untuk menjadi ayah buat anakku
Jadilah ayah yang boleh mendidik anak kita
Agar mereka nanti menjadi anak kebanggaan buat kita di dunia dan akhirat
Iaitu anak yang soleh dan solehah
Yang dapat menjunjung tinggi Agama Allah
Andai engkau ditakdirkan untukku
Ku harap kau boleh menjadi imam buatku dan anakku
Kau boleh menjadi pemimpin yang baik dalam rumah tangga kita
Kau boleh mencintai aku apa adanya
Dan boleh mengurus kekuranganku dengan penuh kebijaksanaan
Dan andai aku salah
Tegurlah aku dengan kata-katamu yang penuh dengan kelembutan dan kebijaksanaan
Andai aku marah
Belailah rambutku dengan penuh kasih sayangmu
Agar marahku boleh berubah menjadi kelembutan
Andai aku lupa
Ingatkanlah aku dengan penuh kasih sayang
Agar nanti kau tetap menjadi suri tauladan bagiku dan anak kita
Kerana….
Aku hanya mengharapkan imam yang baik dalam rumah tanggaku
Yang selalu dapat membawa aku ke jalan yang diredhaiNya
Jalan yang menuju syurgaNya bersama dirimu'
P/s i got this from internet. Thank you Mr. Google! Hugs
Aku berharap
Jika nanti Allah mempertemukan kita
Kau akan selalu membimbingku
Agar aku menjadi wanita yang solehah
Yang nantinya akan menjadi bidadarimu di syurga
Kerana aku ingin kita akan disatukan di dunia dan akhirat
Andai kau ditakdirkan untuk menjadi ayah buat anakku
Jadilah ayah yang boleh mendidik anak kita
Agar mereka nanti menjadi anak kebanggaan buat kita di dunia dan akhirat
Iaitu anak yang soleh dan solehah
Yang dapat menjunjung tinggi Agama Allah
Andai engkau ditakdirkan untukku
Ku harap kau boleh menjadi imam buatku dan anakku
Kau boleh menjadi pemimpin yang baik dalam rumah tangga kita
Kau boleh mencintai aku apa adanya
Dan boleh mengurus kekuranganku dengan penuh kebijaksanaan
Dan andai aku salah
Tegurlah aku dengan kata-katamu yang penuh dengan kelembutan dan kebijaksanaan
Andai aku marah
Belailah rambutku dengan penuh kasih sayangmu
Agar marahku boleh berubah menjadi kelembutan
Andai aku lupa
Ingatkanlah aku dengan penuh kasih sayang
Agar nanti kau tetap menjadi suri tauladan bagiku dan anak kita
Kerana….
Aku hanya mengharapkan imam yang baik dalam rumah tanggaku
Yang selalu dapat membawa aku ke jalan yang diredhaiNya
Jalan yang menuju syurgaNya bersama dirimu'
P/s i got this from internet. Thank you Mr. Google! Hugs
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