Dear Q,

I'm writing this just to answer all of your questions. Bukan kmk sik maok nak me reply ktk. U remember your previous text? You asked me to change. Ktk belum tengok gik perubahan kmk. As i want to change, i Need for myself. Kmk mungkin sikdapat merik ktk kebahagiaan seperti ne yang ktk maok. Kmk mungkin sik kan dapat merik segala apa yang ktk impikan but look, i've this heart to love you for qho you are. Kmk sedar salah kmk sayang. Perlu ktk hukum kmk macam tok gilak? Perlu ktk ignore rayuan kmk untuk kembalu bersama and perlu ktk abaikan janji kmk untuk berubah?

If i am given a chance. A chance to keep u with me. A chance to love you and stay with you, i can make sure i will make it forever.

Kmk sayang ktk n ktk tauk semua ya. Kk padah hati ktk masih sakit. Kmk berik ktk masa tapi kenak ktk salu datang n merik kmk harapan? Ktk tauk kmk sayang ktk? Kmk senyum. Kmk senyum tapi hati kmk sakit gilak. Kmk nangis tiap malam sayang.

Ktk padah kmk happy? Yes kmk akan cuba jadi happy. Ktk padah kmk sik sayang ktk? Bodoh! Camne nak muang rasa suka kaseh sayang cinta n rindu yang kita dah rasa for
Almost 2 years. 2 years sayang. Ktk tauk rasa sayang tok dah camne.

Ktk ego sayang.
Ktk ego untuk ngakuk ktk masih sayang kmk . Ktk ego untuk lembutkan hati ktk sbb ktk tkt kmk ulang balit salah kmk. I i am given one last chance, one last chance to pruf, i memang sik kan sia2 kan nya.

Kmk sayang ktk. Dunia akhirat. Mungkin jodoh sik menyebelahi kita. Mungkin kmk bukan untuk ktk. Kmk mintak maaf. Dari awal pertemuan kita sampe ke hari tok. Dunia akhirat, kmk akan terus ingat ktk. Kmk akam terus sayang ktk.

Jaga dirik. Kmk akan selalu ingat ktk.

Sincerely,
Me.

I'm in bel class and i am boring lol

19/2/13

Morning :)

Oiii oii oii world. Hahaha sounds rude. Sorry. Now i dah ada kekuatan nak write!!

He told me to change. Ignoring rayuan i. So yeah. Maybe its time to move on. I know he don't love me anymore so why should i waste my tears on someone who don't love me anymore? I did love him too much till i forgot cinta kepada manusia takkan pernah menandingi cinta kita kepada Allah SWT.

Mind that. I love everyone around me now. Family friends.

I'll change. To be better one. For myself, family n future. Niat kerana Allah SWT.

Toodles!
Bel now zzz

Aku berjanji untuk menhadi lebih kuat dari sebelum nya. Aku berjanji untuk setia pada study ku. Bahagiakan kedua orang tua ku dan lupak kan segala apa pernah berlaku dahulu.

Tiada cinta lain selain cinta Allah dan Rasulku

We broke up

Sad to know i kena balik campus petang ni. Like seriously esok memang flight full ka!? Dayumnnnnn!

Back to December

I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life? Tell me how's your family.
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier than ever,
We small talk, work and the weather,
Your guard is up and I know why.
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night,"
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven't been sleeping,
Staying up, playing back myself leavin'.
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times,
I watched you laughing from the passenger side.
Realized that I loved you in the fall.

And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was "Goodbye".

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.

I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile,
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night --
The first time you ever saw me cry.

Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming,
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't.
So if the chain is on your door I understand.

But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December...
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realize what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time.
All the time.

Jika sujud padaMu boleh membuatkan aku lupa padanya, sanggup aku sujud sungguh jutaan kali

Maha suci Allah

Maha suci Allah.

Dia tarik kebahagiaan, Dia juga gantikan kebahagiaan dengan double kebahagiaan.

Dia tarik orang yg kita sayang dan gantikan dengan orang yang sayang kita.

Dia tarik rasa suka dan gantikan dengan rasa duka yang boleh ajar kita erti kehidupan sebenar dan belajar untuk bersyukur.

Dia tarik rasa cinta kita sesama manusia untuk mengingatkan tiada cinta yang lebih agung dari cinta-Nya.

Maha suci Allah.

Banyak khilafku.
Lututku hanya akan bersatu dengan bumi apabila aku dilanda masalah.

Khilafku
Hanya mengingati-Nya dikala aku merasa susah

Khilafku
Terus berbuat dosa apabila diberi nikmat

Khilafku
Lupa pada-Nya apabila aku Disimbahi dengan kesenangan

Aku alpa semua yang ada cuma sementara

Maha suci Allah.

Terus memaafkan khilafku.
Pintu taubat terus dibuka.
Sampai ajal memanggilku

Aku duduk di tikar solat.
Terus mengungkap
'subhanallah walhamdulillah walaillahaillallah allahuakhbar'

Lantaran di meja makan ku tanyakan pada ayah,'ayah apa itu subhanallah'
Mak lantas menjawab 'maha suci Allah'

Maha suci Allah.

Maha suci Allah.

Maha suci Allah.

Aku sedia menerima hidayahMu,Ya Allah.

Kaulah maha pengasih, kaulah maha penyayang.

Maha suci Allah
Aku terus hidup

Maha suci Allah
Masih mendengar taubatku

Maha suci Allah
Atas segala kurniaanMu

aku berlindung padaMu,Ya Allah

Maha suci Allah ..

_Ai xx

Sakit2 aku ada gik yang lebih sakit. Sabar

If leaving you can make you happy.
I think i should make a move.
Steps ahead.

I should take u as my soulmate,blog!

Dear me

Dear self,
Berubah lah.
Sampe bila mok camtok.
Sampe bila nak jadi munafik!
Sampe bila nak rasa bagus all the time?
Sampe bila ego ya nak bermaharajalela

Cukup

Sikda yg kekal dalam dunia

Akhirat yg akan kunjung tiba.

Be good dear self.

I'll stop to think too much.

I'll stop to bother too much.

Maybe i should stop to care too much

You think that easy to gain the trust back?

Sorry no.

What a day. Dia bangun2 terus i yang kena marah. ;(

Dear you....

Surprise done! ;)

Everything went well..

Yeay ;))

Zzz

Now tengah tunggu pak cik Boon ? Time2 macam ni pulak terasa nak diarrhea. Omg. Diarrhea tu critical kot.

I better say nak terberak.
Perut start memulas.

Weather pun cam cloudy. Alaaaaaaaa be good la please.

Akal hanta cake nak memghanta cake hahahahaa!

you've no idea how excited i am right here right now.

Esok ada quiz n i bring along my bio notes!

Wish we luch uolls

_Ai xx

Helo sweet sunday!

Dear you!
I woke up as early as a bird!
I can't wait for big plan n big surprise . wish semuanya berjalan dgn lancar! Harap2 lahh

Bio

Gonna burn the midnight oil tonight. Belaja bio habis2! And make a big surprise tomoro!

Can't wait

_Ai xx

Azura

#nowwatching

Biar

Biar sakit melupakan.
Biar perit ku tinggalkan.

Aku tahu Allah telah sediakan yang lebih baik untukku.